Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in girlonempty's LiveJournal:

Thursday, February 1st, 2007
10:53 pm	Well, it's been forever and a half. I don't really like livejournal. Only for the icons. Anyway.. I xanaga. Hardcore. So if you want, look me up on there. [: Good luck figuring it out if you don't already know it. Anyway.. this was pointless. I talked to my How Cow on the phone today, before hers died. It made me happy [: Grey's tonight.. phenomenal. Amazing. I can't wait for the three part episode! I suppose that's all. Current Mood: chipper
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Thursday, August 24th, 2006
3:36 pm	Plays With Squirrels. I love Boy Meets World. Jack: Eric? Eric: [dressed like Noah] No, not Eric, not anymore Jack: OK that's fine... ok, what is your name now? Eric: Plays With Squirrels. Eric: [singing] For he's a jolly good fellow, for he's a jolly good fellow, for he's a jolly good fellow... Cory: Oh my god, it's happening. Eric, look what you did. Eric: [singing] The curtains are on fire, the curtains are on fire. They're chopping down the dorm room, they're chopping down the dorm room. Cory: [singing] My brother is a moron. Eric: [singing] Which nobody can deny. Cory: Because, if you don't, it's gonna haunt us for the rest of our lives. Topanga: Why does everything have to haunt us for the rest of our lives? Cory: Underpants. Eric: We feed Morgan some kind of poison, which makes her ill. And when Dad is in the emergency room, that's when the party begins! Topanga: Let me get this straight... you would poison your sister to surprise your father? Eric: Now if Morgan goes south, you know, if she croaks, it will put a damper on the whole party. That's why we will have... Horsey Rides! See, me on the horsey, let's call him Pete, on Pete having fun, joy, merriment. Any questions? Topanga: Do you think this is funny? Cory: no, i think it's the opposite of funny. I think it's... wood. Eric: So I said to myself, 'Kyle'... Alan: Kyle? Eric: That's what I call myself. Cory: [discussing Cory and Topanga's breakup, and that Topanga went out with another guy the night before. Shawn has lost hope for the relationship] So we're the only two guys in the world who think there's still hope for Topanga and me, and you're throwing in the towel? Shawn: [nods] Yeah. Cory: Okay, all right. [turns away] Shawn: You okay? Cory: Yeah, sure. It's a strange feeling though. Shawn: What, that it's finally over between you and Topanga? Cory: [turns back to face Shawn] No, being the only person who knows it's not. and my favorite: Cory: Ever since I was young I never understood anything about the world, and I never understood anything that happened in my life. The only thing that ever made sense to me was you, and how I felt about you. That's all I've ever known and that's enough, that's enough for me, for the rest of my life.
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Friday, August 4th, 2006
12:10 am	sup fatty? *hides grotesque stomach in baggy tees*
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Saturday, July 29th, 2006
7:12 pm	homesick for vacation. Home from the beach! I had a fantastic time and am dying to go back. Sadly, I return to work on Monday (and Tuesday). 4-10. Woo hoo. I talked to Sule for the first time today on the phone fore 1 hour, 1 minute, and 20 seconds, which was awesome. I love her! [: And I'm already unpacked - score. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Kung Fu Girls.
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Saturday, July 15th, 2006
6:44 pm	bored. Put your iPod/music player on shuffle, and answer the questions. No cheating. Where do you live: Dance This Mess Around [The B-52's] Describe your first love: Faster [Plain White T's] Aw, sad.. and true. What is your favourite thing to do: There's No 'I' in Team [Taking Back Sunday] ?? Describe your current love/crush: Heartbreak in Six Seasons [Daphne Loves Derby] Weird.. What do you like to wear: In My Arms [Mark Willis] Okay.. What is your challenge: Rag Doll [Maroon 5] Hm. Who are your friends: Uptown Girl [Billy Joel] Aww yeah [; Describe how you look: You're Cute When You Scream [Senses Fail] Apparently. ]: What did you do last night: Buried A Lie (Acoutic) [Senses Fail] Riight. What is your goal in life: Caught in the Rain [October Fall] I love this song. But it's about bad days, so.. super. What do you do when you're angry: Don't Lie [BEPs] When do you have sex: It's Your Love [Tim McGraw] I'm going to assume that means when I'm in love. Since I still have my V card. How do you want to die: Loving Arms [Dixie Chicks] I guess in my love's arms. Hm. That'd be nice, actually. What do you say to your parents: Your Evil Soul [Spill Canvas] LOL. Where do you hang out: Touchdown Turnaround [Hellogoodbye] What do you think of society: I Fought the Law [Dead Kennedys] lol aha. Describe your most recent heartbreak: I'm Lost Without You [Blink 182] kinda creepy. What is your excuse for everything: Oh! Ellin [Gob] What are your thoughts on a Friday evening: California Crossing [Fu Manchu] What is your unanswered question about life: Diamind Dogs [Beck] What is your favourite colour: Black Mamba [The Academy Is] lol kinda funny. but it's wrong. What is your advice to the those less experienced: Dancing in the Rearview [As Tall As Lions] What would you rather do right now: Cry [Faith Hill] Or not.. Describe your best friend: Spice Up Your Life [Spice Girls] [; What's under your bed: More Bounce in California [Soul Kid #1] What is your most prized possession: Ridin' Rims [dem franchize boyz] Where will you honeymoon: Dirty Little Secret [AAR] Oooh scandal. What is on your to-do list: Unspoken [Lacuna Coil] Where would you rather be: Miles Apart [Yellowcard] No.. Current Mood: irritated
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1:11 pm	Have you ever wanted to just scream SHUT UP to someone so badly that you can almost envision yourself shouting it right in their face? I feel that way a lot. Who's Mad? Stacie at Hadas. Me at Gigi. Ali at me. Hadas is mad at Stacie?? Hadas is mad at me?? I don't even know. I miss Morgan. Current Mood: aggravated
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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
6:30 pm	I got a job at Panera Bread! Yay! Okay I'm very excited because it's my first job and I'm getting paid $6.50 an hour. Also, great Gilmore Girls spoilers! I was so excited to finally get them. [[: So overall, I'm in a really good mood. I was on the phone with Stacie forever, and I used so many of my minutes today. My family won't be happy about that but too bad! I'm in an all around good mood. NHS meeting tonight, superr fun. Lol, well maybe not but I get to see some friends that I don't see often and get some coffee, so it's all good. God I love good moods. Current Mood: happy
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Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
5:54 pm	Highway to Hell. Today, after being dragged out to Warren to Up A Creek Bar and Restaurant to have an impromptu 4th of July lunch with the family, I had what was quite possibly one of the scariest moments of my life. We were driving home and had reached the highway when all of a sudden there's a huge downpour. I swear, I couldn't see 5 feet on any side of the vehicle. What made me more nervous was the fact that both my parents has been drinking. My dad was driving and I know for a fact he had at least 3 alcoholic somethings in his system. We had to pull over. I was scared a semi would slam into us or something. It was scaryy. Later, when I got home, my Aunt Marcie called to make sure we were home safely because there were tornado sightings. I love storms, just not kinds like these. no. i don't miss you. i miss who i thought you were. i miss the guy who used to be there for me everyday. the one who chased away my fears and told me everything was going to be okay. that's the guy i miss. i just can't miss you. i don't even know who you are anymore. <|3 Current Mood: worried
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1:06 am	i want to cry but i have nothing left. i am empty. Basically, here it goes. Pay specific attention to the bolded areas. Without you.. the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows. Without you.. the seeds root, the flowers bloom.. the children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly.. without you. The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you. Without you, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves. Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash. The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you. The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you. The world revives, colors renew, but I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue. Without you. Without you the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats. Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walks, the lungs breath. The mind churns (the mind churns), the heart yearns (the heart yearns). The tears dry, without you. Life goes on, but I'm gone. 'Cause I die, without you. Without you. Without you. Without you. Current Mood: crushed Current Music: without you.
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Monday, July 3rd, 2006
2:13 am	Oh. My. God. Me: I'm almost done cleaning, Gigi. Stace: You're almost done cleaning Gigi? Me: I'm almost done cleaning COMMA Gigi. Gigi: Oh yes she's giving me a nice, relaxing, sponge bath... Me: There's only one woman I would give a sponge bath to... Gigi: Who?! Stace: What?! Me: NOTHING! Gigi: Stacie, we'll stop mocking you about the Golden Arches if you'll convince Michaela to tell us who she'd give a sponge bath to. Me: *Singing* GOLDEN ARCHES, GOLDEN ARCHES.. Stacie: Okay, okay. I'd give a sponge bath to Lauren Graham. No... Kelly Bishop... cause she's old. Me/Gigi: EW!! Me: I'd give a sponge bath to... *laughs* I'd give a sponge bath to.. Reese Witherspoon. lmao. I don't even remember the rest.. but Gigi is singing about loving us more than ice cream. It's a good night, haha. We've been talking for more than 2 hours. Current Mood: crazy
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Thursday, June 29th, 2006
12:02 am	whatever. I've been feeling very pissed off lately and I don't know why. People are just bugging me. I've read about 60 pages of Son of a Witch, which makes me feel sort of accomplished but also like a slow reader. For some reason I'm finding it difficult to concentrate on it, and I've been taking lots of two hour naps in the afternoon. I really miss Kelsey Way. Thinking about it now is about to make me cry, because she's my best friend and she gets me through everything. I need her here with me. *Sigh* A little less than 2 weeks left. Honestly, I feel fat, tired, confused, nervous, sick, upset, agitated, annoyed, sad, and mad. Sometimes I'll feel happy, but when I am I can't enjoy it. It's like a brief, fleeting moment and if I think about it too much, it's gone. Morgan's gone, Kelsey's gone, my friend's don't call me except for Korey. I love Korey. She's the only thing sustaining my sanity while Kelsey's been away. Current Mood: bitchy
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Monday, June 26th, 2006
8:13 pm	4 hours. Lats night I had my friends spend the night, which was fun. I missed hanging out with people and talking all night. It's not something I get very often. In fact, I know I spend too much time feeling sorry for myself. I can't help it, I want to... I try to. All my friends are so pretty, or thin, or have boyfriends... I want just ONE of those. Why am I not pretty? Why am I chubby, and why can't I get the guy I've loved for 1 year and liked for 5. True, we did date. Five times. But it always ends before it gets serious. Why do I put myself through it? Because I care about him. Because he makes me feel safe, and loved, and pretty. But now he likes someone else, a lot. Her name's Christy, and I guess she's perfect. I've had 4 hours of sleep. 4:00 AM - 8:20 AM. Then I had 4 hours of torturous driving school, 10-2:10. But it's better because Tina and I have made friends with two kids, Ryan and Kelsey. Yay! [: Baby-sitting for 3 hours... cute kid, I am just wiped out. Wipeedddd out. People Who Are Important To Me, Truly. Kelsey W. Kelsey K. Others: Sule, Stace, Hadas, Morgan, Gigi, Rosie, Kaitlyn, Jenna, Alexandria, Kory, Steve, my dad, my mom, my brother. edit// miickee x0: and its so clean Gigi: haha thanks miickee x0: mines so messy Gigi: i told you Gigi: it FREAKS ME OUT miickee x0: i wanna show you my room! but i will some other time when it is clean Gigi: haha I'M SCARED OF MY ROOM miickee x0: hahahah Gigi: i'm not used to it being so clean Gigi: and the irony of it all is that I'M THE ONE WHO CLEANED IT Gigi: i brought on this terror lol [: It's the little things that make me laugh. I love Gigi. ilyk2obsess: i'm used to strange people ilyk2obsess: take michaela for instance ilyk2obsess: she's one of the strangest people i know ilyk2obsess: yet very very cool AND STACIE! hehe ♥ Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: living on a prayer
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Friday, June 23rd, 2006
2:09 am	upset. I'm here to talk about my feelings, that's why I created this. I need a place to write it down, and my penmanship sucks, so here I am. Today I feel friendless. Kelsey Kisela is in Columbus, 2 hours away, where she lives. Kelsey Way is in Germany for another 3 weeks, and I miss her so much. My other best friends live in other states. None of my friends here have called me. I feel like shit, and I feel alone. Lonliness is a horrible thing. I think I'll go take comfort in my books. Have you ever felt real lonly? I'm here on livejournal for friends. Please be my friend. [: Me. Current Mood: grumpy
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